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Thursday, August 14th, 2003
11:25 am
So whatever. Some people look too stuck up to add me back. Whatever, bitch! Whatever reason I'm not good enough for you is a pretty sorry one, so whatever.

Jeff and I have been so happy lately. I can't believe we've been spending so myuch time together and been so happy. We went boating on Saturday on the river with his parents. I got a hella sunburn, but such a fun day!His mom made a nice lunch for us to take with us, little sadnwiches and baby cakes for dessert. Sometimes I wish I could live with them instead of with my mom.

Oh, so, it's almost back to school time for some of my friends. It's so weird that I don't have to go back, too. It feels so strange, like I totally shouldn't be styaing at home. Weird.

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Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
4:08 pm - Yeah!
Mr. Rosso at the Tasteez called and said it was slow and I didn't have to work! I'm going over to Jeff's later! Whoohoo!

current mood: jubilant

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2:01 pm
I soooo don't want to work today. It's really humid and raining. I could be spending time with Jeff today at his house while his parents are away but I get stuck working at 4. grrrrr

current mood: annoyed

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Monday, August 4th, 2003
11:40 am
I was up wayyyy too late last night. I was finally able to download all of the Miyavi cd and more Dir en grey songs. It makes me so happy to listen to. Miyavi is so sexy... I want to molet him! LOL I'm not really a perv, though. I think Jeff regrets getting me that single sometimes. He can deal. i don't say anything about his almost naked girl calenders and posters.

I think i need to make some more lj friends. Maybe I'll see if anyone wants to friend me today.

current mood: happy

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Monday, July 28th, 2003
12:58 am
OMG!!! Jeff and I celebrated our three month aniversary together! He took me out to dinner and gave me a present. Well, he gave me a couple presents. One was a really pretty necklace he bought for me, it was soooo pretty. Also, and i can't beleive this, he got me the latest Miyavi single! OMG! I can't beleive that he would order that for me! Life is good. I have a good bf, a pretty necklace, and a Miyavi single. Yay!

current mood: happy

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Friday, July 25th, 2003
11:57 pm
Wow.. Miyavi is so hot. but I heard his company asked a bunch of people to take down all their pictures of him! I just think that's really harsh. I mean, not everyone is rich and can afford to buy allthese imports from Japan so how else are we going to get a Miyavi fix! I was trying to save up for a new CD but Jeff's birthday is coming up and Mom is making me put some of it into a savings acount.. Parents are so stupid. And then there's the bank fiasco too. I hate my life sometimes. I hope I win the lottery. That would solve all my problems.

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Sunday, July 20th, 2003
10:02 pm
This weekend was great. I got to spend lots of time with Jeff and he has been great. The kid makes me sooo happy. Tonight we went roller skating with him mom and sister at the Adult skate night at Bonaventure. It was a mighty good time.

And now for the bad stuff...

So I guess I had overdrawn my bank account and didnt knwo about it untill a couple days after when I deposited a check I had. Too bad that day before I deposited the check I had purchased something else using my debit card. So...I got charged an overdraft fee 2 times. This of course wiped out what i had left in my account even after the check was in there. Good thing I didnt knwo that because they never charge the fees to you till liek 4 days later or soemthing. So in those four days it took them to actually take the fee out i had used my account a few more times. Yippy skippy. So pretty much all in all I am totally FUCKED!!!! I think the fees are almost to about $200. At least I am gettign another paycheck on Friday. Ohh wait...I still work at Tasteez...That means i will get a $200 pay check friday. Good thing I have a job and NO money at all. :( FUCK THE BANK!!!!!!!!

Well I guess tomorrow morning will be speant trying to talk to a nice lady at the bank that will maybe take off a few of the fees for me. Wish me luck!!! Hopefully I dont cry in the bank, I think that would be really embarassing.

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Tuesday, July 15th, 2003
11:55 pm
Life is so unfair!!!

current mood: angry

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Saturday, July 5th, 2003
10:21 am
Jeff's gone. I'm so fucking lonely right now. Tried calling Jess, she's not home, tried calling Sevvie, she's busy. No one wants to see me. This is my summer, and it's being blown on not doing anything. I could have gona on vacation, but my bitch mother wouldn't let me. I hate her sometimes.

current mood: lonely

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Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
12:05 am
I had this dream last night... I was in this really big castl e and I was eating pop tarts for some reason. Probably because i had a strawberry one before going to bed. I shoud stop that. Then Miyavi comes in dressed like a prince, and he tells me I am going to be his princess! and then he gives me a "hand attendant" and it's SUgizo!! We go off to this big beautiful room together but Mana is there waiting for us with a knife!! he tried to stab Sugizo but we escaped, that is until Miyavi found us and put us in a cage! Then Mana and him were laughing and I woke up. What a weird dream.

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Sunday, June 29th, 2003
11:13 pm
So, I wanted to go on vacation with Jeff and his family to Six Flags, but noooooo! Mom wouldn't let me!! She said that I should keep responsiblity and stay here and work for the summer and make more money, because I need all the money i make for school in the fall. I really wanted to go on vacation! Its not like I get vacations arounf here or anything since dad's left. Mom's always working, and now I'm always working, and godamnit! I just wanted to have fun. I can't wait until I can move out!

current mood: angry

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4:12 pm
FUCK YOU, MOM!!!!

current mood: bitchy

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Saturday, June 28th, 2003
6:03 pm
OMG its so hot today! I like hot weather though, doesn't bother me LOL Besides, I get to work in ac, so it's all good. I got my magazines in the mail the other day, ooh, they're so awesome! so now I have more posters on my walls. Mom doesn't really like them, she wonders why I have all these pictures of boys who look like girls on my walls, but I don't care. Jeff doesn't really like them either, but that's too bad. LOL He'll deal. Besides, he liks some of the jrock songs I make him listen to.

current mood: hot

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Monday, June 23rd, 2003
3:32 am
I can't belive I'm up this late. I had a good time talking to Jess tonight on yahho. Although, I keep geting random messages from wierd guys wanting to talkto me. Oh well, I blocked them. Mom yelled at me to get to bed about two hours ago. But I'm still up, aren't I? I don't have to go to work until 4 tomorrow anyway, so I want to sleep in.

current mood: tired

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Sunday, June 15th, 2003
12:28 am
So I got all snazzied up last night to shake my ass at a club with the Jeff. I look pretty damn hot if I dont say so myself.

The club was way more fun than i thought it was going to be. I'm glad to finally get into those legally. Then we headed out to Pr hobbies so the boys could play their crazy games, LOL. It was actually a really good night. Ohh did I forget to mention that Jeff is the most adorable thing ever!!! Ohh man.

Ok so it is really weird....I can totally see myself being with Jeff for a really long time. He has pretty much every quality that I have always looked for in a guy. It is real weird for me though. I mean I have never really thought long term about any relationship I have ever had before. It is kind of nice but creepy at the same time. I don't know, maybe I am just crazy. but hey at least I am happy now, thats all that really matters.

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Thursday, June 12th, 2003
11:05 am
I want this...

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Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
7:01 pm
Its been a long time since I used this. Wow. I guess i don't need to keep this friends only since I don't have any firneds listed on here.
Anyway.. what's been going on since the last time? Well, i graduated from School. I broke up with Dan, my boyfriend, and now i'm seeing Jeff. Jeff's a little older than me, but that's ok. Mom doens't really like him too much, though, but who cares what she thinks. I got a job at the Tasteefreez for the summer. At least it pays more than allowance and let's me get the magazines I want. I think my room is wallpapered with Dir en grey posters *L*

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Thursday, October 3rd, 2002
4:32 am
My journal is friends only. Please add me, and I'll add you back!

current mood: amused

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